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🎧 Odesza - Falls (feat. Sasha Sloan)

Difficult. So you fail at it more than once, and fail at it differently. Difficult. But do it so that you can rectify what you need to do to get where you should be. Difficult. So do it until you've encountered enough problems, and learn to overcome them. Difficult. But pat yourself on the back for being open to criticism and discomfort. Difficult. but do it anyway. So that eventually you'll see - Difficult. But not impossible.

Almost a year and so much has changed. Life is not perfect. The new year is likely not going to change that. The days will be filled with cracks but as long as we don't focus on that- as long as we give our all to planting seeds in the cracks and praying for rain- life will be comfortable. And that's next to perfect. And yeah who would have imagined things are the way the are right now. The reality that human knowledge has its limit and no matter how hard we strive we cannot possibly come to grasp the extent of Allah's knowledge.

"And if all trees on earth were pens and the ocean (were ink), with seven oceans behind it to add to its (supply), yet would not the words of Allah be exhausted (in the writing): for Allah is Exalted in Power, full of Wisdom"- Surah Luqman, Verse 27

Towards every end of the life chapter we are in, the path is always harder, scarier, it's like roller coaster for both our physical and emotional being. Well I guess, God is trying to make sure that we are really ready for the next chapter in our story.

He is preparing me for whatever He prepared for me in my future life.

So.

I am trying to keep my faith on Him.

I am trying to keep believing.

I choose to let Him be in control of my life.